I'm all mixed up, I gotta fix me up.
mood: 
weird
weirdmusic: "A Cigarette Is All You Get", Crash Test Dummies
But it's hard to tell. If I try and pay attention, I get worried that I'm overanalyzing every emotion and blowing things out of proportion. If I don't pay attention, I get worried that I'm coasting on a placebo. I guess if I ever find a really perfect combination of meds, it'll prove itself by getting me to stop worrying about whether or not it works.
I'm not depressed. I'm not as tired, either. But the OCD is bad like it hasn't been in some time. Which is strange, because the Lamictal is supposed to be for the OCD and the Prozac for the depression. Can Cymbalta just completely cancel out the effects of another med? I hope not.
I'm supposed to see Dr. V. in...three weeks, I think. So I'll stick with it and see how I'm doing by then.
Blurgh.
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